HAZQ ANW

baby you turn it up now

2010-06-08T20:01:00.000+08:00

HELLO I LOVE EUNHAE.

I LOVE LEE FISHAE.

I CAN'T WAIT FOR SS3!!!!!!!!!!

ever lasting friends

2010-06-07T22:32:00.002+08:00

I wanna be a part of sapphire blue balloons wave when SUJU is in SG for SS3 in late September.But before that I'm gonna slog my frigging guts out for CA2 get awesome results so even if I have to use a little of Mom's money for SS3,I won't feel that guilty :>

I know I'm smart!

Tomorrow's plan:

7AM breakfast with parents @ hawker -> Home -> Prepare hotdog rolls/croissants -> Lunch -> Library @ around 12PM -> Get done and over with History and maybe a little of GEOG -> Home @ 5PM -> Tumblr Facebook Teevee ...... and we'll see the rest.

Okay tazzzz!

30 day challenge game

2010-06-07T11:51:00.002+08:00

Day 01 — Your favorite song

For now it's:

BONAMANA - SUPER JUNIOR

Oh and I ~~ran around naked in the house~~ am sooooooo excited cuz Super Junior is coming to our little sunny island for SS3!!!This means that I have to save more and more and more and more money cos I am determined to meet them and get the best seats at that! :-D

2010-06-06T23:03:00.003+08:00

KL trip was really great although it was a super long ride and I had leg cramps after that but it's okay cos I guess we all enjoyed a lot :-) Lazy to upload rest of pics here so go here if you wanna see : http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=24694&id=1849011981&l=0c88708ac1

^ Family minus the chinese side!

I'M GOING TO START THE 30 DAY CHALLENGE GAME!

break your heart

2010-06-04T09:02:00.002+08:00

I'm leaving for KL tonight yes yes yes night journey which means we'll reach KL around 4AM (insert sad tired sleepy face) and mom said we could hang around at some cafe first to wait for the sun to rise hehehe.Won't be a long trip,will be going back on Sunday morning :-)

So today's plan:

Bank -> ICA -> Library/wherever to meet Izni and Yuehting (Bweet bweet has training!!!!) -> Home - pack bags clean house download songs -> KL :>

Alright I'll update again later if I have the chance but taz for now!

2010-06-03T22:02:00.000+08:00

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w/love and respect

h-h-h-heartbreaker!

2010-06-03T10:32:00.002+08:00

(say hi to one wonderful sexiest rapper yikkiededyda)

So the plan today was wake up frigging early - 7AM - for breakfast with parents which was accomplished and then back home to rest for a bit before heading to library by 10AM to get the most perfect seats upstairs with the table but then............look at the time now -time check- 10:35AM- I'm still here at home now yes now,blogging :-) Yeah I know I so fail at following plans.

So now I'm going to shower.....oh yes,I have yet to shower and get changed and everything before heading over to Tiong to hunt down Comics Connections then to Mac to get my filet o fish then to library....FINALLY :-D Alright off now tataz!

2010-06-02T19:36:00.002+08:00

I don't know what else to say what else to do.

2010-06-01T18:32:00.002+08:00

i really wanna go to the beach again

MOST PROBABLY leaving for Malacca this friday night/Saturday.Didn't want to at first but now I really wanna leave SG for some time and have some peace though I know I'll most probably miss you so much and feel so bloody guilty for not being there.Yes I know you're mad at me but then....what can I do cos it's my fault,right?

Oh now I really wanna get out of SG ;____;

Dear June

2010-06-01T10:20:00.001+08:00

Please be nice to me for this 30 days,let me have a blast and also let me have some productive study times.I promise to be a good girl too alright but please don't be screwed like the previous 5 months? Love u June.

Out to study later! :-)

if you come into my heart,

2010-05-31T10:20:00.002+08:00

These days have been really hard trying to make things go back to normal,trying to pretend I don't give a damn but then inside I feel like screaming "OH YES I DO GIVE A SHIT" it's been really hard but I keep trying.Lulz this will sound funny but I'm glad I have your friend/s who constantly tell me to pretend nothing is wrong and move on............pretend nothing is wrong,yes.

Yesterday was so happy happy till Mom had to exaggerate over one matter which is I fucking dropped her phone and she started screaming like she was in labor and for no reason she started digging back the old matters and fuck her for making me feeling all useless again and cuz I had no phone I couldn't talk/text anyone so I was left alone to cry to sleep.Yes my forte.

Lunch with them today don't feel like going I really wanna stay home and sleep but we shall see how.

2010-05-30T23:04:00.002+08:00

FUN at vivo/sentosa with Alex Brandon Brittany CL Eddie Hector Jiawei Nadya Waikin Weixiang Yuehting :-D ♥

From burying each other,throwing water bombs,swinging and throwing into the sea,playing 'horse' game,put sand in each other's clothes,got some weird stuffs done,smashing cakes into each other faces I can conclude that today was seriously the bomb,I swear.

So shagged now going to sleep hopefully britt britt and yuehting will upload the pics by tomorrow.My phone's spoiled yo and okay lunch with parents tmr :-D

dont find me today

2010-05-29T10:13:00.001+08:00

I wanna be left alone srsly.

2010-05-27T22:55:00.000+08:00

Ms Lim Swee Kheng ain't that bad after all.She knows how to make people feel guilty.......hahahaha but she herself looked pathetic just now.Well at least to me.

Saw Firdaus at Vivo just now~"practiceeeeeeee" hahaha :-)

k tmr kuda kepang yay bye

Corrective Work Order

2010-05-26T18:20:00.003+08:00

Just cos I brought the flour I got involved too but it's okay cos there'll be 10 of us who will do the clean up and I'll remember Jisu's "it's okay haziqah~" HAHA :-)

After school still continued to bash Yuehting!Dragged her to toilet and started pouring flour on her and each other.The boys came in like no one's business and joined in and we had like a small party in there hehehehe.Then after fun fun fun clean clean clean up up up and thanks to the boys who helped us the work was done faster :-D SO FUN and washed up after that now Izni says she want to bathe at our school toilet everyday!

Ms Lee scolded me for shouting again and guess what I was shouting "omg so cute!" at Jiawei's toddler picture.So she told me it was the super LAST warning and if I ever do that again I shall go transfer school.Bring it on woman!

SLEEP THROUGH THE DAY TOMORROW AND MEET THE PARENTS IN THE EVENING SIAN SIGH ALL THE COMMENTS COME UP.

let me be the one

2010-05-25T18:22:00.001+08:00

Prize presentation just now and after I sat down I suddenly heard a 'clurk' sound coming from my thighs and now I have difficulty walking up/down the stairs FML.

School was really good except that I was really upset cos of something.Still upset but life goes on hooray.Going to sleep now taz

2010-05-24T21:44:00.000+08:00

Slept for 4 hours oh so nice fun cooling yay.

Can't wait for hols :-)

love love love

2010-05-24T10:30:00.002+08:00

I went to school for just 2 hours such a waste of bus fare urgh.I thought today we would really have the prize presentation but end up didn't have so after Ms Lim's nagging and all that I was really tired so I got permission to leave.

At home with Mom now and going to sleep soon hehehehe.Just me and mom together at home feels so good :-)

EDDIE YEP

2010-05-23T22:56:00.000+08:00

made me think twice bout whether to attend school tomorrow or not.Yes Eddie your art of persuasion super good that you can change my mind.

UGH HOW?!?!!?

2010-05-23T20:18:00.002+08:00

4BEAST is da luv yo

I packed all my worksheets together for the files that need to be handed in.I saw all the worksheets and I was really devastated.I was quite upset at myself for not acing mid year like how I had aim to.I know this Thursday Ms Lim for sure gonna tell Mom all the things I've done till I got kicked out of class a few times.But seriously,I really hope she sees the effort I've put in.I really hope she knows I really wanna ace mid year and I had really tried my best.

Cos of the bad results,somehow I think I don't deserve to enjoy June hols.I've planned my schedule for June holidays.I know I still have time to freaking buck up and get my ass down to some serious shits.

In a need of a senior who can tutor me science and maths during hols.Or even a friend(not YT BRITT OR IZNI cos they won't be strict towards me!!!!) of the same level.Anyone?HAHA.

chai qi yi

2010-05-22T18:58:00.002+08:00

Impromptu meet up with Siling to see Chai Qi Yi and her group Metallic 5!They did really well and the judges were nodding their head so although they aren't that confident I really hope they get into the finals!!!!Same for Haiqa's and another senior's group!!!! :-)

Ate @ KFC then off to Airport ugh hate airport hate airport hate airport.Irham told Britt there would be a flashmob but it turned out that it was in the morning so walked for a bit then went home - super long mrt ride then bus ride saw that stupid annoying guy and home sweet home.I am so sleepy I want to sleep but then they are updating Dream Concert pics so I shall wait for em.

I wanna go shopping pretty clothes pretty shoes pretty please?

2010-05-22T09:58:00.001+08:00

i don't want to rot at home today

i want to go out

but no one to ask

i'm bored

now i'm hungry

ok bai

2010-05-21T22:43:00.003+08:00

I am so fated to meet Nadiah cos she knows everyone that I know!Hahaha okay maybe not so yesterday was Valerie and her brother then today was my cousin and Karhoe!Hahahaha and another confession was thus made again!

Going to sleep pretty soon super tired I decided to stay at home tomorrow cuz there'll be dream concert livestream (well hope so) yay!!!!!

2010-05-21T17:55:00.002+08:00

Today's school day was really good!!!Met that annoying guy again thanks to CPR course and he laughed at me cos he said he didn't even hear me blow yeah whatever I was blowing you stupid instructor!!!!!!

We acted like rebels and skipped the science carnival to eat and then when we went back it was already break time and our break was 2 freaking hours so we started to slack around and ended up at art room saw aini's work and her friends' works omg they are so amazing that if you put my art beside theirs mine is like..................F9?HAHAHA :-)

After school actually watch the C girls training then home with Jess and now I keep yawning I wanna go sleep but I better shower now cuz no one will be at home till 9pm++ ugh ugh ugh.

small world

2010-05-20T22:43:00.003+08:00

So Nadiah was asking whether I was in soccer and she told me she knows someone in my team cos she knows the brother and it turns out to be Val and Nadiah was also from Princess Elizabeth and it reminds me of how the team and Mr Leet plus me and Izni laughing over the fact that Val was wearing some princess uniform kicking ball outside the field? :-) Hai I really miss team.

Sleepy but don't want sleep.

Lazy go school tomorrow also but no point staying at home cos I'll be alone :-(

Stupid after-exams life.

2010-05-20T20:39:00.001+08:00

LOL this picture can be macroed if only I know how hahahahaha.I already have dialogs in mind kekeke.

SO LAZY ATTEND SCH TMR URGH URGH URGH GURH GURH!!!!!

love

2010-05-20T18:47:00.002+08:00

Those 2 pictures up there relate to each other really I promise you and those 2 pictures make me so so so sad cos it reminds me of ...... and I miss it.

I really miss those times all of them those times stupid moments I really do.I wonder how it is now without those people those funny stupid silly crazy wacky people who is so much of a fun sigh.

:-(

2010-05-19T21:31:00.002+08:00

me:-kneeling on the chair-

idk-who:wonder why today supporters so quiet.

idk-who:hmm all get F that's why

me:-sits down and hides-

mr leet:hmmm haziqah~~~

HAHA I don't know but I find Mr Leet so damn funny today and somewhat cute or okay maybe not hahaha :> "Bloody Bastard" "Earthquakes!Drought!Floods!" "I'm a nice/good teacher yknow?" :-)

hi i luv above picture!!!!

runner up

2010-05-19T20:11:00.002+08:00

Hi hi hi hi people we are 2nd 2nd 2nd 2nd 2nd in Singapore Singapore Singapore Singapore Singapore! :-)

Hi I felt like a fool today during warming up cos I was really worried bout this stupid thing but then soon after I realized I'm just gonna screw everything yet again.Thank you Aini for following me to the toilet and those encouraging words + pinky promise ♥ Hahaha!Izni told me what Mr Leet said while I was away at the toilet "earthquakes drought flood!!!!" HAHA stupid teacher.

So anyway I enjoyed school today and went home slept for 5 hours and I didn't eat anything from just now till now so I am gonna find food now.

(dedication for seniors done in tumblr hehehehehe)

2010-05-18T20:40:00.002+08:00

Venue: Jalan Besar

Date: 19th May 2010

Time: 9AM

Team : Queensway - Siglap

I really pray that I'll spam good news everywhere tomorrow :-)

Lunch with Yueh Ting just now had a good talk with her bout almost everything and especially the future and (insert most important topic).Hahaha thank you lah darling!!!!!!

Mom's in a bad mood I am so sad :-(

who wants to be a millionaire?

2010-05-18T09:49:00.001+08:00

I'd wanted to attend today's training cos it's for sure the last one but under some unwanted YEAH SUPER UNWANTED circumstances I'd to skip it and now I'm stucked at home feeling all bad cos I just made mom annoyed with someone and that someone is pestering me to do something and that someone is leaving today.FML

Well so if there's a replace of shift during the afternoon then I'm gonna run and meet yuehting and cry to her till my last tear....or maybe not.

2NEEEEEEEEEE1!!!!!

2010-05-17T19:54:00.002+08:00

HAPPY 1ST ANNIVERSARY 2NE1!!!!!I'LL FOREVER LOVE YOU LADIES~~ ^^ ㅋㅋ

Had training just now finally after so long but then it didn't go that well cos I was very blur yet again and yes was also kinda deaf cos I had difficulties trying to hear what coach said....even though he was shouting.Oh well!!Estha looks so much like Val and I was standing near both of them and (it happened quite a few times) when I turned away from them then turn to face them again I was so scared to see Val beside me but it was actually Estha.HAHAHAHA and her braces damn cute prz!!!!

Okay okay I very hungry now I think I'm gonna make tuna sandwiches but........mom looks annoyed guess why cuz cuz cuz her daughter haven't bathe since she came back just now.Who ah cleverly tried to trick her by saying "i didn't sweat!!!!" -_- Good job.

sparks fly

2010-05-16T11:55:00.002+08:00

Just finished watching UKISS Vampire and hi thar I really love Kiseop now.

Prolly gonna watch Kuda Kepang again l8r,still hoping like shit cos for some reason Mom is acting a little strange today I'm so scared she doesn't want to go.If she doesn't then I'll really dislike her cos she was the one who wanted to go at first and of course the one who gave me high hopes!

Gonna go shower now,taz!

2010-05-15T21:43:00.001+08:00

I went to watch Kuda Kepang with Yuehting just now!!!!!Omg she wasn't scared at all!!!!When the girl came near us,I was the one who pulled her behind instead of her moving by herself!!!!We should watch more of the shows together Yuehting!!!! :-)

Wijoyo Perkoso were there but he wasn't.No,he was but he was somewhere playing the music and he was only gonna play at night but sadly,we didn't stay till night.Omg mysm.

hairyeah

2010-05-15T12:02:00.001+08:00

I so want pretty hair but then sometimes I'm used to curly electric shock hair rather than long hair!!!HAHAHA weird eh?

Today going to watch Kuda Kepang.I hope it'll be a nice one so Yuehting will enjoy it.I really hope she won't get bored cos it'll only be me,her and my dad! :<

I've got loads of stuffs to do.Whew.

freeeeedom

2010-05-14T17:30:00.000+08:00

Yay exams finally over yay yay yay kinda worried for results but whatever,can't turn back the clock so let's just wish for the best! :-)

At brittany's crib now - she's preparing the cake for her brother!She bakes really nice cake you should try sometime!

okay going back soon~~before it rains~~!!^^

annyong!!!!! :P

without u

2010-05-13T19:52:00.002+08:00

I really have no mood to take Maths tomorrow.Anyway I know I'm gonna fail it and again,I've screwed almost the whole MYE up.I seriously feel like sleeping through the day tomorrow.Gah :/

Yes,have a break have a kit kat I hope you're really fine.I was really really scared I cried.I felt like a fool sending you a text to promise me but you just replied saying that.It's okay,I shall try to understand.

So,since I'm really really not in the mood for anything,tomorrow's plan is to come back right after Maths paper and sleep at home waiting for Grandmother to come.Oh well.

My brother is this great,yes he is : www.haiqalanwar.com :-)

2010-05-12T21:46:00.002+08:00

HI I HAVE A JAPANESE GIRL AS MY DAUGHTER NOW WHICH MEANS DANIEL HAS A SISTER :-)

Science paper - stupid Physics!To think that I prefer Physics to Chem but it really disappoint me just now,so bloody much.I was able to do Chemistry paper without much difficulty but I only know how to do the first question for Physics. :<>

Malay paper tomorrow and I'll probably get a C.Too bad for Cikgu if she has high expectations on me again this time.

Aw I love Daniel and Hannah!!!! :-)

2010-05-11T20:36:00.002+08:00

Library-ed with Brittany and Daniel just now and it was so fun!Teehee we all got kinda restless after 2 hours or so and left around 6:15.At library Brittany had to move to another table cos Daniel won't stop calling me 'mummy' and calling her 'daddy' HAHAHA :-)

Thank you Daniel for coming over again!Has she replied you yet?Teehee!

Science tomorrow then I'm going home early and then maybe to library to do some maths.Tell me who bothers bout MT?

can we pretend?

2010-05-11T10:17:00.002+08:00

I am still into the mindset of getting into 303 - pure sciences - and it's very competitive cos I don't know why but anyway everyone seems to be wanting to get there.It would be good if I can but anyway,just let's say I didn't make it,I'm aiming for 302 now cos all of a sudden,I just love Geography and humans so much :-) Though History is a bloody hassle!

So anyway Geography paper was really good except the fact that my mind was really blank on SGP 2012 and I left that 6 marks question totally blank.Woohoo.Oh and I got really paranoid while shading my OTAS cos my answers were lotssa of A and B but then same goes for my other classmates :-)

Library with Britt britt and Natasha(maybe) l8r!

2010-05-10T19:50:00.001+08:00

FINALLY.NOW.I AM GOING TO SETTLE DOWN SO.....

HELLO GEOG.HELLO POLLUTION.HELLO GLOBAL WARMING.HELLO. -______-

baik

2010-05-10T17:37:00.002+08:00

YES FOR GOODNESS SAKE I SWEAR I'LL LISTEN SO PLS,PLS TELL ME EVERYTHING I'LL BE HERE FOR YOU.CHEER UP :>

I kept cursing myself during Literature today cos I didn't study bout the rebellion like stupid fool babo bodoh baka bahalul betul lah aku ni.But I'm glad there was the poem which would help me not to pass but also not to get F9 :-) Oh and omg omg omg I was really sleepy after sorta completing my paper but the teacher wouldn't let me sleep so I drew 2 Mr Ben.Year 2000 and Year 2010 HAHAHA and guess what this smarty pants forgot to erase it so there it goes~TEEHEE.

After exam went to library to study.Studied abit,talked to Siling,laughed with Izni then off for lunch at Clementi with Yuehting.Walked around bought donuts home and now watching cinderella sister.Okay not exactly cos I'm actually blogging.

But I gotta say bye to everything now cos I'm going to shower and then hello geog pfft -_-

eh please need help i really wanna hear your voice :-(

ANIMAL FARM

2010-05-09T20:38:00.002+08:00

.................sucks.

Oh well today went to study!!!!But I was kinda hyper for no reason and for 15 minutes or so I was reading a chinese book.Well that's also cos I was waiting for Daniel Li Kuo/Kou(?) Chin to arrive and lend me his Lit notes!!!!But anyway chinese is like so fun and Yuehting was really scared cos I understood what I was reading!HAHAHA I ROXON MAN YUEHTING I ROXON!!!!

So anyway yes studied with Daniel,Shaun and Yuehting :-) Mum finished work at 5 and came to our table to call me and she started spouting nonsense like "hey who are these guys you never introduce them to me?they so handsome" "oh i shld call your principal and tell them you guys are so hardworking!" Blah blah blah I really hope she didn't scared Shaun and Daniel off cos it was their first time seeing her HAHA :-)

OKAYZ NOWZ GONNAZ WATCHZ CINDERELLAZ SISTERZ BYEZ.WOOHOOZ.

2010-05-08T22:23:00.002+08:00

sometimes i think i've really got no hope left.neither for studies nor soccer.just look at how stupid and horrible i am at both.right?

seriously,when you sit down and think bout your life,sometimes you'll realize how lousy or how good you are.how worthy and how worthless.how you're cherished and how you're treated like a rubbish.how your good times only last for a min and how you're bad times feels like infinity.

i wanna sit at starbucks.talk to someone who really cares.yes,i thought it was you.but no,you're not.

gosh i need a carebear hug from daniel.HAHA

BEAST!

2010-05-08T11:27:00.002+08:00

I'm feeling very rebellious and beasty now for no reason.

Well anyway today's plan:

1)Head over to Grandma's for meeting.

2)Rot there while adults are talking.

3)Hopefully cousin Nysah come.OMG been so long!!!!

4)......

5).................

Seriously I don't know the exact plan for today,sigh.Never mind let's just hope today will be good.You help me by making it good too,okay? ♥

2010-05-07T15:14:00.002+08:00

stop bothering me you little mutha fucka.

i am not with your ex.I am too ugly or yeah whateverso you say it alright!I am just friends well good friends yeah to be honest.I know you may or may not read this but whatever alright.I've had enough of your shiz!Stop please!It's so annoying.I've got my own problems to settle and pls don't add to em,alright?

Like wtf.Don't I deserve a guy bestfriend?!CB -'-

the day you went away

2010-05-07T14:42:00.002+08:00

SCREWED HISTORY.THAT'S IT.OVER.

Well so yeah,read above and yeah that's bout it.I admit I didn't even bother to prepare for History.I attended remedial,paid attention but didn't study yesterday so it's still comes to nothing.Whatever.....like how am I supposed to study when....nevermind.

Papers over,went over to mac.Had hard time finding place but once we found,we sat down,ate and treated the whole place like ours.I love the girls!TEEHEE.One of the epic moment was when I suddenly said "I think my nostrils are the biggest" and all 3 of them bends their head to check and we started cracking up and everyone stared hahaha we rock liddat lah :-)

@ home now but going for evening/night study later with BrittChai!Yay yay yay!What should I study later?Literature?Maths?Science? :-/

I'll go with Geography.I will fail History but not Geography.TEEHEE OKAY BAIZ.

2010-05-06T21:41:00.001+08:00

Sometimes I wish telling you all those stuffs are as easy as how I tell them to Daniel.Well obviously cos me and Daniel are just bloody good friends aka carebears.Sometimes,I really want to tell you that...although I have to add 'as a friend' at the end of it.

HAI DANIEL GOOD LUCK IN BEATING AUDELINE FOR HIST BY HOOK OR BY CROOK!I'm a goner for History.Like seriously!

2010-05-06T21:22:00.001+08:00

Happening again.

FML.I don't feel like taking papers tomorrow.

2010-05-06T20:20:00.001+08:00

You know what?I was looking forward to be able to talk otp and cry to you tonight but....you crushed my hope.So sad.

Instead,I'm doing history and crying by myself.

memories

2010-05-06T17:29:00.001+08:00

Today was horrible.I left house with tears rolling down.I did not want to cry in front of her I did not want her to worry.But after what happened yesterday night,everything was wrong.Her eyes were so red and swollen that I knew she had been crying way too much yesterday....I told myself to control my feelings and to cry only behind her.I cried a lot.All those texts she sent yesterday and the one she sent today sent me to tears.

I love you Mom I'll study hard please do not worry.I hope you're currently fine at work.I hope there are still people who will always be there for you.I'll make you proud some day,I will.

This morning was....memorable.That's all I have to say :-)

love like this,

2010-05-05T19:01:00.002+08:00

I just don't like the way you're treated.I hate it.Understand?

Today school was quite good :-) Last 3 periods were the most fun one cos I really had fun talking to some funny people like Jun Kai and Brittany!

During maths I was cutting my nails.I love Eddie's nail clipper!During Chemistry,while Ms Lim was scolding the class,me and brittany were sweeping the floor and making stupid jokes in the middle of her scolding hehehe and and and we also started talking bout bluetooth teacher with Junkai making him laugh!HAHA.During English,I became very sleepy......I nearly caused Ms Lee to get out of the classroom cos she was like "one more time a pair or a group have private conversations,out i'll go" and I was talking to Brittany KEKE.

OMG FUN SCHOOL DAY YAY!

Hopefully Mom is fine...she cried :-( I felt like crying too.Sigh.

And...you,too.

2010-05-04T21:34:00.002+08:00

OMG THIS IS SO BAD.

Mom thinks I have something going on with Daniel cos she saw what he sent me and at first she kept quiet till she saw what I was replying him.HAHA for goodness' sake mom,it's just that we both are quite open and don't mind saying those stuffs to each other.HAHA BESTFRIENDS MOM BESTFRIEND.ROFL.

And..........I didn't study tonight.FML.

daniel:h-haa-z-zi-q-q-q-ah.........*flops to the floor* HAHAHA SO DRAMATIC PRZ.

2010-05-04T20:50:00.000+08:00

exchanging jokes and riddles are always fun!

but i'm supposed to be doing mathematics and not guessing riddles and hearing jokes.goddamnit.

2010-05-04T20:09:00.001+08:00

WHATEVAHHHHHHHH.

goodbye my lover,

2010-05-04T18:41:00.003+08:00

I tried so hard to be okay today but....failed.Epic failure super epic failure I felt like slapping myself so hard.

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School was good.Felt really restless today.Screwed science project and Mr Ma FOSHO gonna fail us.Like wtf.

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Not in the best mood.Watching 8eight's Goodbye My Lover mv makes me more.....sad?Gah.

upset disappointment,what else!?

2010-05-03T21:38:00.002+08:00

I am really bloody upset today.I really try to get you out of my mind today but it was so bloody damn hard.The more I wanted you out the more you came the more you made me feel so unhappy I just felt like going home hide under the blanket and cry cry cry.I don't know what else to do.I seriously don't know.I text you the wrong stuffs....I didn't tell you what I really wanted you to know.I did the wrong things AGAIN.I feel so fucked up right now.I feel so stupid I feel so foolish and I can't really do anything..

Which guys did you think I have been talking to all these while?Your friends?I don't know...I haven't been talking to anyone bout you.I've been keeping mum and just stfu bout all these...but really,I can't seem to stand it anymore...I feel like screaming.I don't know scream to who but just scream for the sake of screaming.

I miss you.You know that?You hardly see me this way right?Well if you read this then you should know how much I miss you and those bloody times we were such bloody good friends.I am happy for you now seeing how happy you are but....sometimes,I am not that happy.I just....I am jealous,yknow?But there is freaking nothing I can do bout it.

I should go sleep early,wish tomorrow would be better and....yes,that's bout it.

move on,it's the right thing

2010-05-03T09:35:00.002+08:00

I never want to be this emotional.I never want to post emo stuffs on facebook and make others having to tell me to cheer up (well thanks anyway guise).I never wanted all that - but you made me do it.Since I am too coward to take it myself and bring it on your face,I so-called express myself through fb.

It's either you take notice,know I'm talking bout you or you can take notice and pretend I am not talking bout you and think of me as just some emotional little bitch in Singapore.

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TODAY WILL BE A BETTER DAY!Well.......started the day wrongly by waking up late to dress up and get to library before 10AM.BUT anyway I still have to charge my 5%-battery-left handphone before I go out cos I'll be out the whole day.........woohoo!

Library in the morning/afternoon -> Town in the evening/night!School tomorrow!Yay! :-)

:-(

2010-05-02T22:32:00.003+08:00

I don't really know what I want.I am not typing what I am going to type in my private blog cos I hope somehow you'll go to my blog and read this and feel a pinch that I am talking bout you.

Even as bestfriends,I regretted letting you go like that.Now,to get you back as my bestfriend,it's as hard as walking on a rope without any aid.What I ask for is just for you to be always here for me like how you used to be.

Sometimes,I really wish I didn't let you go.

Sometimes,I really wish things would be like before.

Sometimes,I really wish I wasn't that bodoh.

Sometimes,I really wish I wasn't that babo.

LIFESAVER

2010-05-02T21:54:00.002+08:00

Today was super amazing I was amazed at how much I studied and how much Yuehting studied and I am so proud of myself :-)

Tomorrow the day starts at 10AM.I AM GONNA GRAB A TABLE IN THAT LIBRARY AND STUDY.WOOHOO.

2010-05-02T11:03:00.001+08:00

why do I get so annoyed easily these days!

2010-05-02T10:21:00.000+08:00

Shoot I think I'm gonna be late and I still can blog aiyoh whoever cares in the worst case,I'll just have to miss Mac Breakfast.

Going to study with Y later yay and I hope I will really study! :-) Since there's no school tmr I will prolly study till night @ library since Mom is working afternoon shift anyway.WOOHOO.

ok bye!

Jovial Teo and Jung Jinwoon

2010-05-02T00:08:00.003+08:00

HAPPY 14TH BABY BROTHER!!!!!!!♥♥♥

Thanks for all those times you were ALWAYS there for me thanks for everything you've done thanks for the laughter to my jokes which means I am a very funny lady thanks for the tears to my jokes thank you so much I love you a lot.Have a great 14th!My turn to celebrate with you will be.........hehehe you know i know we know don't tell others,okay? :-)

LOVE YOU BROTHER.YOU KNOW THAT.I LOVE YOU TAEMIN.

♥

happy birthday jung jinwoon!!!!!!

Happy birthday baby!!!!!!Happy birthday rapper I love you i love you i love you!!!!

2010-05-01T22:49:00.002+08:00

OMG PICTURES OF BABY PLAYING SOCCER WOOHOO SO PROUD OF BABY S :-)

Thought susuk would be a fun and thrilling movie but turned out to be boring.I didn't even bother to take a pillow to cover my eyes.Stupid movie with only catchy advertisement but sucky filling.

And what's with the Channel 8 horror show!?

true friends

2010-05-01T19:52:00.003+08:00

I'm glad I added Yeo Hock Jin on facebook earlier on and we started talking abit with Gary Liu coming in suddenly and I'm going to text him later!I miss my love guru - used to text him till late at night bout crush and ex and also talked on the phone plus the conference with Alyssa till late too woohoo I super miss my primary school mates! :-(

(got a text.....maybe from hock jin.HAHA don't text me now I'm supposed to be studying!!!!!)

Mom is a little upset with me cos I didn't study and I text her saying I would be studying so I better be.............sigh.History is so dreadful! :-(

zanessa

2010-04-30T22:15:00.003+08:00

Though I prefer Zashley than Zanessa,I still love seeing their pictures (y)

shoot,score!

2010-04-30T22:05:00.002+08:00

hello you know i know we know i always have a thing for basketballers (y)

slept during geog lesson when she was going through ozone depletion.woo i am such a cool geog rep.
malay teacher said "when i was marking your letter,i thought you couldn't make it but then you shocked me with your compo" A1 A1 A1 A1 A1 A1.
mr ben's literature lesson was laugh,laugh,laugh,laugh yay
assembly was good cos we finally had 1 after like 327395702 years.
lunch with fav girls izni brittany yuehting after school @my house
science project - yuehting cheated when my nice computer actually recovered the work
town with parents - taka and metro
bugis for dinner - sliced fish w/ rice
saw 2 guy seniors from sch n_n
slept in bus like a fool with my head keep banging on the window
aunty asked me bout my hair "ah girl you tie your hair yourself? "no aunty,my friend helped" :-) Thanks Britttttttt!

Woooooooo long day.Long weekends ahead!

I'm gonna sleep now :-)

wither away,

2010-04-29T21:12:00.001+08:00

Today school was good.I found out that the Kindness was supposed to be a narrative not expository so I am really dead for EL and I must now work really damn extra hard for Paper 2!Over is over right?So we work on what can be work on :-)

Remedial w/o Mrs Lim again.......kinda sad.I was looking forward to her teaching 1-1 but no chance cos she'll be away for a few weeks!Prolly cos of her husband.....hope they are fine!Junnan taught me a lot thank you Junnan :-)

After remedial -> Tiong w/ Yuehting = FUN!!!!

Grandma left already,sad.Will miss her story telling sessions hehehe.Tmr is friday,yay!

to forget you is to not remember you,

2010-04-28T20:28:00.001+08:00

gonna go read low kay hwa's To Forget You now!

And I FINALLY understand why Bobo was so hooked onto the book that day that she couldn't stop reading it!IT'S SO HOOKY.I MEANT THE BOOK :-)

big time rush

2010-04-28T19:52:00.002+08:00

LANGUAGE PAPER 1s ARE OVER WOOHOO YAY YIPPE YA YA!!!!!! :-) I can't believe I actually wrote expository compo for both EL and ML!Well anyway cos I was really lazy to narrate or think of a story to write narrative ones!ML dialog topic was cool - bout the pros and cons of joining social networking site like facebook but was lazy to 'argue' so I just went on with letter!OH I could have written more for English compo but I was coughing badly and since it was already 2 pages and I needed sleep badly.....I ended it like that.

BUT WHATEVER IT'S OVER.O-V-E-R.Now prepare for other papers especially history which is next Friday!!!!

It's seriously BIG TIME RUSH for the MYE!I gotta do well I must do well I WILL do well!I believe in myself and you guys should too :-) Good luck!

OH FINALS ON 19TH MAY!THAT'S LIKE........3 MORE WEEKS -_-

2010-04-27T20:42:00.001+08:00

:-(

i'll treat blogger like tumblr......get pictures from tumblr post here and blog :-)

then it would be fun!

2010-04-27T20:25:00.002+08:00

Have been at breathtaking@tumblr for quite some time now omg so so so fun more fun than facebook and anything else!!!!!!Tons of Zanessa and Demi-Selena pictures.Back to hollywood stars?TEEHEE.

you keep me awake,

2010-04-27T17:21:00.002+08:00

I seriously prefer Zashley than Zanessa!Blondes! :-)

Didn't go for PE cos of my amazing letter mom wrote yayhay!Became Ms Ng's secretary for the day instead and I was so happy when she helped me scream at our class's annoying dork.TEEHEE.

Got back our progress report for April - A2 for Geog!!!!!!!!! :-) Failed Maths by 10 marks and Science by 3 marks - oh yes thanks to bloody chemistry!ARGH.B3 FOR MALAY.WHAT HAPPENED TO ME!!

Okay paper 1s tomorrow.Aftermath gonna get my frozen yogurt by hook or by crook then gonna study at lib :-)

head in the game!

2010-04-26T18:31:00.003+08:00

Credz to Thalia :-)

Was looking forward to today like crazy imagining how it would be like if we won and all those kind of stuffs only seeing everyone's smiles dropped so badly after Mr Leet announced that the match had been canceled and postponed to AFTER mid years!

omg.seriously.The thing is that they came to a decision at 1PM I have no idea why and at 3PM-supposedly match time-it was already shining! :-( Bad bad bad decision.

Well anyway thanks laikuan for the cookie and note I really luv notes and letters!!!!! :-) AWESOME COOKIEZ.TEEHEE.

Okay I actually did around 4 hours of science-1 hour in school,1 hour in library,2 hours at home woohooo \m/

final goodbye,

2010-04-25T22:01:00.002+08:00

It all comes to an end tomorrow - too soon for me :-(

I hope Laikuan don't cry again cos when she cries everyone will cry!!!!!TEEHEE.Hopefully my cough would be better by tmr sigh.

taz!

2010-04-24T19:11:00.001+08:00

cough got worst.i'm going to lie down on bed now and download new games on dad's iphone :-)

2010-04-24T17:22:00.002+08:00

After everything,dark gray clouds and the striking lightning just had to come causing everything to postponed.

:-(

Luckily I didn't cry during Laikuan's talk in the gym ah! (cos well....that wasn't the last one!Monday one more and well,I'm pretty sure Monday will really be the very last one!)

2010-04-22T18:35:00.001+08:00

Been sleeping sleeping sleeping sleeping practically for the whole day today it doesn't suck to be sick but the after effects of it is not cool eg headache sorethroat and body pain or whatever you call it lazy to explain.

Talked to daniel for a bit just now thanks for the advice daniel li!!!!Prefect already ah chey chey chey hehe.Thanks for the countless advice asking me to eat FRUITTTTS :-)

Finals tmr I hope I don't get too emotional since it's really the last one hahaha.I'm a bit emotional at times hahaha woohooo

2010-04-21T17:56:00.002+08:00

B GIRLS MADE IT.GOING FINALS!!!! :-)

hahaha have been like anxiously waiting for the results while i was at home.finally izni called background was really chaotic if only i was there with them :-( hahaha but nvm so happy for them!!!!!!!!!congrats queensway!

2010-04-21T15:35:00.001+08:00

hehehehe baby look so cute :-)

I think match is postponed again,sigh.

2010-04-20T17:10:00.001+08:00

39.1ºC is crazy.

sicko

2010-04-20T14:38:00.002+08:00

Couldn't sleep well last night,kept waking up and throat was feeling like shit.When mom woke me up at 6AM I forced myself up but still felt so cold and screwed up.Went to school like usual but couldn't take it,bloody cold.Went home.

Slept for 6 hours + the throbbing headache,kept vomitting,can't swallow anything.Sigh I hope I'll be fine by tmr.Really wanna go watch B Girls Semi.

2010-04-19T20:44:00.002+08:00

I really do not want to go school tmr so I'm thinking of excuses to make when I wake up tomorrow.But then I wanna go buy instax for Wednesday and mom certainly wont allow me to go out if I don't attend school.

Okay let's pray hard I'll have diarrhea at around 6AM hehehehehehe.

cuz you had a bad day,

2010-04-19T19:48:00.002+08:00

B Girls :-) without Wani,though.

Today's match was postponed,I got 6/20 for chemistry test yay forever 6 okay maybe not forever the next time I shall get 16 woohoo,Ms Lee got mad halfway during English so she stopped all cuz of those stupid dogs,basketball boys lost,I had woohoo damn nice chicken rice for dinner,I am still smelly and nevertheless,I roxon\m/

Omg while typing this out I just sniffed myself and omg I am really really smelly.I shall go showerrrrrrrrrr hopefully mom will gimme money to buy instax for wednesday!!!!!! :-)

2010-04-17T22:28:00.001+08:00

EATING A LOT OF FOODZ NOW!!!!!But the otahs had gone bad very sour and I still swallowed it how stupid good luck to me now.

Tmr meeting yuehting and brittany to study and we're studying at mac and I'm gonna treat myself to mcspicy tmr.hehe :-)

don't stop,can't stop

2010-04-17T18:53:00.002+08:00

Today's training was good.There was this poo which comes from we don't know where and coach was seriously feeling feeling when he was playing goalkeeper and the seniors were really funny and yes,it was a great training minus me being super blur like forever :-)

I'm studying so I want to go out tmr.But I've got no idea where.

Ah I owe my 533 tumblr followers UKISS spam!!!!!Bingeul binguel binguel binguel~

2010-04-17T13:20:00.003+08:00

Almost everyone is sad cuz of their seniors stepping down or have already stepped down :-(

Ours have yet to come but SOON!I keep wondering how trainings would be like without them and their cool silly funny antics.Sigh.

So just now me and Izni were imagining qss soccer girls all living under one roof and how we would be mixing up val and fatin from the back,seeing justin bieber posters and hear his voice everywhere,the kpop fans spazzing over kpop hehehe so cool! :-)

2010-04-16T21:48:00.000+08:00

SOLVE IT!

9x – 7i > 3 (3x – 7u)

Answer:i<3u

2010-04-15T08:22:00.002+08:00

HAHAHAHA IN SCHOOL.I WENT TO SCHOOL COS MOM WAS REALLY AGAINST THE IDEA OF ME SKIPPING :-( BAD MOMMA.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DADDDDDDDDYYYYYYYYY!!!! :-D

HAHA GUESS WHO BESIDE ME NOW.YEN YUEHTING.SHE CAN'T STOP SINGING BAD ROMANCE HAHAHA SHE SO FUNNY PLZ.HAHAHA SHE STILL SINGING NOW HAHAHA :-) Now she just went off to izni~hehe.

CANT LOG IN TO FACEBOOK.STUPID MAC IN SCHOOL.

AFTER THIS PHYSICS......SIGH LETS HOPE I CAN PAY ATTENTION HEHEHE ^^~~

2010-04-14T21:30:00.003+08:00

I seriously dislike mom being like a total.......bloody shit.

She actually thinks I'm feigning illness and the cramps are all fake!How hurting can that be?So I told her it's really pain and I felt like going on whether she wanted to try falling down like how I did and see if it's painful but I stopped myself BUT she didn't.She went on talking craps and finally doing what she's good at......linking all this to soccer.

WHY CAN'T SHE JUST FREAKING UNDERSTAND AND STOP THREATENING ME TO QUIT SOCCER?FML SERIOUSLY WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH HER.WHY CAN'T SHE JUST APPROVE OF IT AND LEAVE ME ALONE.SO ALL THESE WHILE SHE ACTUALLY WASN'T HAPPY AND WOW,NOW THAT SHE HAS SAID IT SHE'S MAKING ME SO BLOODY GUILTY LIKE I'VE BEEN SOME KIND OF A BAD CHILD.MOM IS ALWAYS GOOD AT MAKING HER CHILDREN FEEL SO BLOODY GUILTY AND SHE LIVES ON LIFE LAUGHING LIKE SHE'S SUFFERING FROM BLOODY MAD COW DISEASE.

I SERIOUSLY CAN'T TAKE IT ANYMORE NOW I'D RATHER GO TO SCHOOL AND SUFFER GOING UP DOWN THE STAIRS RATHER THAN STAYING AT HOME AND FACING HER FACE WHICH I BET WILL WORSEN MY CURRENT LEG CONDITION.

FUCK SRSLY I'M SO BLOODY UPSET ANGRY DISAPPOINTED IN HER.FML FML FML.

STOP LAUGHING OUTSIDE LIKE YOU'RE SUFFERING FROM MAD COW DISEASE WHEN YOU JUST MADE ME SO BLOODY GUILTY.

2010-04-12T21:38:00.001+08:00

Today was fairly bad....okay maybe not so or maybe it is I don't know and I won't really talk bout it since the day is coming to an end anyway.Just learned quite a lot today "pick yourself up when you've fallen" "don't let others go over you so easily - be their hurdles" "you can do this you can you must you will" :-)

Study date with Jovial brother tomorrow yay yay and oh yes,gotta go home with bags of books.Sigh.

2010-04-11T22:03:00.002+08:00

I may not be in the clique in c girls I may not be close to the b girls but at least being with the soccer girls and the seniors make me feel better rather than being somewhere in school near you seeing your face which sometimes annoy me sometimes upsets me.I seriously dread every morning to see you but I have to endure and at times I JUST CAN'T COS I'M A WEAKLING A STUPID WEAKLING.

Deleting your number wont help cos I will still scroll through the contact list and it'll feel weird to see your name not inside and then,I'll re-save again.Deleting your texts make me regret.What can I do?

SO SLEEPY!!!!!!GOING TO SLEEP NAOZ.

GOODNIGHT :-)

if only,

2010-04-11T19:49:00.003+08:00

If only I could rewind back the time but that is the thing a lot of humans hope to do but it's also the most impossible thing unless you're living in some kind of fantasy whatsoever.

After everything today we went to changi to have dinner.The very long and nice ride passing by changi prison and all sort of stuffs,the place was very tranquil and quiet.....and creepy.Had ayam penyet omg so nice and mom bought donuts and egg tarts for me cuz she know I'm not feeling that good thank you momma you're the best.Changed to 32 and straight bus home and............

SAW HIM SKATEBOARDING HEHEHEHE KNEW IT HE WOULD BE THERE HEHEHE OMG I'M SUCH A HAPPY GIRL (Y)

Homed and now waiting for Brittany to send me chem notes for me to study and Yuehting also have helped me with something thank you very much girls I love you so so so so much!!!!!!Gonna study chem then sleep early.Match tomorrow :-)

guess what somebody didnt wash her socks again.sorry seniors i'll spray deodorant or air fresher on it later hehehehe :/

you're the one that i want,

2010-04-10T22:20:00.003+08:00

TODAY WAS GR8 :-)

From Sounds to Scenes - Queensway Concert Band was really really good and I laughed a lot.The band conductor was really cute cos of his face and smile and we tried to imitate his expression.Then I had a picture of my dorky brother when he was around 9 years old and we all imitated his face and laughed at each other's stupidity.HAHA :-)

Thank you izni for rushing out with me hehe sorry ah we need perform prayers MACAM PAHAM.Otw back I saw a multi-racial group smoking...........hmm.No no I ain't hinting on anything yo.Jovial if you're reading this please do not scream at me and hey brother hope your stomachache is fine now (l)

LET'S HOPE MOM WILL SPONSOR 25 BUCKS FOR ME FOR THE INSTAX FILMS!!!!!

2010-04-09T21:08:00.002+08:00

I feel like going back to my old ways (which weren't good).

feels like picking up......sigh fml somebody slap me pls

HAPPY BDAY TAIWAN!!!!!!!

2010-04-08T21:17:00.002+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CRISTALLE WANG aka Taiwan!!!! :-) Hope you enjoyed the bash and wow,thanks for the sudden hug when I just cleaned myself ah!!! HAHA DUBAI LOVES YOU TAIWAN.LATER I LEND YOU MY HOTEL OKAY :-)

Yesterday was great - super tiring pe lesson thanks to ms ng qianyi and then after that we kept singing to her baby by jb only that we used her name and instead of 'ooh' we said 'booo' haha :-) Match with Bowen and it was 4-0.I got laughed at otw to Bowen cos I commented a little too loudly on my un-washed socks since Monday HAHAHA and that caused the whole bus to have some kind of weird smell (y)

Today was awesome,really! :

-Made Jovial cry cos she laughed too much thanks to me

-Became a laughing stock + Ms Ng's part time clown

-Trained a little with Bobo but still...couldn't get it right.Thanks Bobo and sorry too! :/

-Trained a little with Jessica :-)

-CRIS'S BIRTHDAY BASH WAS THE BESHT.HAHA :-)

-I thought mom would be angry I came home quite late but she was like "wow!!!!so fun!!!" when I told her I stayed back to celebrate friend's birthday.ROFL.

Training tmr and its the weekends yahoo ya ya yipee yup yup :-)

2010-04-08T19:38:00.000+08:00

i ain't a good friend.i know.leave me.

my mood is srsly screwed now when i get home and think bout all those stuffs

2010-04-06T21:25:00.001+08:00

WEBCAM WITH NURUL NATASHA BINTE HASNAN AND DID SOME CATCH UP WITH HER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!I MISS HER AND NYSAH :-( HOPEFULLY THERE WILL BE ANY KUDA KEPANG PERFORMANCE SOMEWHERE NEAR THIS WEEKEND AND I CAN GO WATCH WITH NATASHA HASNAN :-)

Hi Jovial.Thank you so much for everything tonight.You shit crap lah brothers don't say thanks!I must thank you a lot please :-( I love you brother,seriously!!!!!!!

MOTHER TONGUE TOMORROW-SIAN-HOPEFULLY CIKGU SAKIT!!!!!

a guided light on the dark road you're walking,

2010-04-06T16:59:00.002+08:00

I just want you to be fine and okay I want to see you smile.Everytime I see you sad and I ask you,you won't admit it and it's kinda sad cos we used to share both our happiness and sadness with each other but now even though we say we're still ......,things are just not like before.But whatever it is I hope you know I'll always be behind you seeing you taking care of you - indirectly/directly,wanting you to forever smile and be happy and you know I won't be fine if you aren't :-) I love you bestfriend.

School today was really osum!!!!!!!I paid attention during Chemistry so I felt really happy and proud of myself.Ms Lee teased me and Royston again.Sorry roysty!!! :-( I've got used to her lameness and I'll just laugh it off.We went to Labrador Park during ES and it was so fun!!!So many failed attempts but we did it at last thank you hector poh tze rong :-) Maths test and if I did all the questions I attempted correctly,I would still only get 12 which is a fail :-( But...it's okay we live and learn.

Match tomorrrrrowwwwwwww pls pls let the weather be like today for tomorrow!!!!!! :-( AND OMG YES WE'RE HAVING PE,FINALLEH.But I hope we won't be doing running! :-(

sentosa

2010-04-05T21:43:00.003+08:00

HI I MISS MY TUMBLRRRRRR PEOPLE THOSE AWESOME PEOPLE EENAH FHATIQAH JOSE DHIYAAAAAA :-(

we would always spazz on msn on saturday nights and spazz till we become so pervy but now i'm not in the group anymore omg i misssssssssssssssssssss you people so so so damn much!!!!!!!!those texts "hyung!!!!saranghae!!!!" pretending to be taecyeon jay chansung wooyoung junsu :-( argh i want that life back man,seriously.

it's so hectic now or i'm too lazy to either be on tumblr and entertain my dear 528 followers.sigh sigh sigh.i miss you guys.some have even changed tumblr names and i don't know!what a fool.

Okay catching up with jojo now yay yay yay feeling much better :-) Anyway I had a great night today cuz izni tutored me algebra over the phone till the phone died + mom borrowed for me an a help book on algebra which helped me too and I hope I can ace tomorrow's test.Woah 16 questions in 1 hour yay! (y)